心里的快乐, 应该是来自平静的心..

Tonight ping had a deep talk with my dear, on the way back from gathering.. Dunno how it started, but after talked out, ping feel so much better.. So glad & happy that dear is beside ping when i try to face out problem in my heart.. When ping hug dear, i can feel dear's positive energy strength & belief in our future, which pulls ping out from losing myself.. Since April, ping fall into deep depression & face a lot of uncertainty. Ping become very insecure, cant cope with stress, loneliness & try to rebel.. Dear said, We are not god, we dunno & also wont know what will happen in future/ next minute.. He also unsure whether his future is bright or dark.. I can see dear put a lot of responsibility on his shoulder when we decide to hold each others hand & walk this journey together...

Life = Ups & Down.. This fact, ping know in heart.. But i also believe if there is a will, there is a way~ The day when i decide to open my heart, Ping want to bring happiness for him.. Dear encourage ping, not to keep find excuses or blame others for own greediness and failure.. When i know how to 放下心中的贪念, 知足 then ping will be more 快乐... sometimes OFTEN, I might find it very hard... but dear is right, this is a process journey, patient & steady is what ping need...是 ping 不够努力.. that's why 恐惧不安 is always in heart~

心里的快乐, 应该是来自平静的心..

Ping is super happy that this year ping is able to celebrate dear's birthday together.. We have been together, soon gonna 4 years liao.. Really appreciate dear to be very patient with my emotional tempered & bad habbits.. Although ping's cake is not perfect.. haha should say it's too sweet & out of shape.. ^.^

HOWEVER today, ping finally know how to find peace in my heart d.. Thanks, my dear~ Love you always...

Kite Flying 2009.09.12

This post, ping want to introduce my blog visitor : Kite Flying.. Honestly after my experience, my advice is when there is no wind, best not to go for kite flying.. Because it will feels like you are pulling or running with the kite.. Not FLYING.. an idiot activity that ping did yesterday -->
Say Cheese.. This is Liu Sheng.. hehe my dear is the photographer~~ ^.^poor fella...
See--> dont you think ping run like an idiot??
Stupiak kite & Stupiak ping.. :P
Now see the expert--> Fook Ming :P the yellow shirt near the yellow car...
hehe Too bad.. No wind yesterday~ :P
Anyway it is really really fun & relaxing.. Ping is so happy to be away from stress & worry.. ^.^ After that ping also went to pasar malam & mamak !!! really miss hang out ler...

The story of Eagle..

Never knew that Eagles have such a story~ I always feel that eagles are the type of very lonely animals... They often fly alone~ Din know they have to go through such a tough change to re-birth.. I guess we as human is more lucky~ YET we are very greedy.. haha~~ Anyway ping is now reading a book, titled : " Don't Argue, no matter what !~" will give my response after reading..