心里的快乐, 应该是来自平静的心..

Tonight ping had a deep talk with my dear, on the way back from gathering.. Dunno how it started, but after talked out, ping feel so much better.. So glad & happy that dear is beside ping when i try to face out problem in my heart.. When ping hug dear, i can feel dear's positive energy strength & belief in our future, which pulls ping out from losing myself.. Since April, ping fall into deep depression & face a lot of uncertainty. Ping become very insecure, cant cope with stress, loneliness & try to rebel.. Dear said, We are not god, we dunno & also wont know what will happen in future/ next minute.. He also unsure whether his future is bright or dark.. I can see dear put a lot of responsibility on his shoulder when we decide to hold each others hand & walk this journey together...

Life = Ups & Down.. This fact, ping know in heart.. But i also believe if there is a will, there is a way~ The day when i decide to open my heart, Ping want to bring happiness for him.. Dear encourage ping, not to keep find excuses or blame others for own greediness and failure.. When i know how to 放下心中的贪念, 知足 then ping will be more 快乐... sometimes OFTEN, I might find it very hard... but dear is right, this is a process journey, patient & steady is what ping need...是 ping 不够努力.. that's why 恐惧不安 is always in heart~

心里的快乐, 应该是来自平静的心..

Ping is super happy that this year ping is able to celebrate dear's birthday together.. We have been together, soon gonna 4 years liao.. Really appreciate dear to be very patient with my emotional tempered & bad habbits.. Although ping's cake is not perfect.. haha should say it's too sweet & out of shape.. ^.^

HOWEVER today, ping finally know how to find peace in my heart d.. Thanks, my dear~ Love you always...