Crying Vs Smiling

Today is a very relaxing day for ping. Honestly i should be stressing by now due to a few submissions in 1 week time. Instead i tell myself, just relax for today. My mind is kind of stuck trying to finalise my concept ideas and precedent, materials researching. So this morning, I went for breakfast to Tusk, Prahran with my Melbourne best friend, Candy. She told me a lot of stuff and we had a really good chat. One thing definitely went into my mind is what she said about beauty sleep. She told me that everyday sleep early, eat regularly; you will feel the change, more happier and better mood to face stress situation. ^.^

Last Sunday, another friend told me not to be so anti-social, it will lead to depression. Honestly, I feel very depress when I came back here. Really miss home very much and my dearest dear... But luckily my dear is very positive and optimistic~ He helped me a lot to confront my complex emotion. Dear always tell ping not to think so much and just be myself. Always ask me to go sleep early, exercise more, but then...most of the ping din listen. Still like to sleep late and lazy to exercise. ^.^

Not to say ping like to sleep late~Kinda become a habit since secondary school. During the night, my mind works perfectly good. Maybe because in the night, it is more quiet and cooling. So i become worst and worst, even i want to sleep at 10 or 11pm, i hardly find myself in sleeping mood until 2 or 3/4 pm. Besides that, another reason is because i wan to see dear!!! there is a two-hours difference between Melbourne and Malaysia. the motive of seeing dear, makes ping feel really happy~

Therefore with the result of staying up late night, eating rubbish/junk, not drinking enough water, ping's skin become old, very emotion, anti-social, tiring, depress and mood less.


This is how ping look when i cried~ ^,^ very ugly rite?

Yes, it is ugly...and i realize i am wrong~ I should always smile and happy with myself. Life still goes on no matter my day is happy or sad. Sun still rises from east every morning and sets in the evening. In our life, as my dad says, we always like to learn from the hard way with tears and fall. Learn to face the joy and pain, that's how we grow up.

A day to rest is good enough~ Ping will continue to gambate!!! I am sure i can get over changing the habit of sleeping late. Ping will be a cheerful Ping and always smile ya!!!....